possible-chaos

I watch movies like Eat, Pray , Love. And I wonder what it would be like to travel. To go place that are so different from where you live to walk around and see history. Wow! What an awesome thing that would be….
Yeah, watching a movie in place of writing….

It was not a good day at work and now not writing….

Once again….no writing today. Have to make a trip to Amarillo, and I don’t want too. Some day I will learn to say NO!
Not today tho….

Today I will write…I am going to do something with my writing today.
We’ll go to church and eat lunch and then I will come home and work on writing.
It’s going to be a writing day 🙂

I really am feeling the chaos today. I have so much to do and very little time to do it. And I am wanting to work on my writing so badly today. Yet, it will not happen.
I have to clean house and get ready to go to amy daughter in laws graduation at three and that is an hour and half drive. When will I just sit and push writing to the front? I’m not living my on rule of possible chaos today!!

it says today that i will want to do something different then what i should be doing (writing) and that i can control the struggle and my resilience may be tested….

bahahahaha…yeah. i get to work today and no one had set the meat out for lunch, due to me leaving early yesterday, so the tacos we were to have today have now turned into chiken patties on a bun and bbq on a bun hahahahaha…fast thinking.

buuuutttt, no writing yet, and have a thirty one party this afternoon….oooooo, i have to try.

sorry no post yesterday, i got to go see my sister in laws sono of the new little one that will come see us in early Oct…a girl we hope, the boys need a sister to line them out. 🙂

I get to work this morning, and find that i have to clean my work area because the people that cooked in it last night, didnt even have the class to clean it up as nice as they had found it…

and they broke my sink sprayer off, WOW! 

i have had so much to do that i have not even had a chance to write, i have to write…

its sad when a family member dies and you have to bury them, then later that day you will have to learn that your grandchild killed himself. 

it makes one stand back from what they think is a really bad day, and realize, my day is not so bad…

bless the Schniederjan famly, give them grace, mercy, wrap your arms about them.

it’s 6:30 in the morning, that time of day when i get up and walk to work, just to feed a bunch of people who could really careless about what it takes to get this done.  no thank you ever.

what is with that?  why can’t someone just give a little thanks now and then in place of being rude. i go to a movie and whatever i carry in to eat and drink, i carry back out and place in a trash can, i go out to eat and i be sure to look then in the face and say thank you each time they pour more tea or bring the food out, any thing to let that persone know i care.

its sad that most dont care….

possible-chaos?!  what could that mean

possible … something that CAN be done

chaos … the formless and disordered state of matter BEFORE creation

yes, some say chaos is extreme confusion, I like formless, disordered state BEFORE creation

all of my emotions, life, art, writing, are created through my possible chaos…

i like that possible-chaos

here’s to the new blog page, and good bye to the old…