possible-chaos

They or she…is showing me her story now, little bits at a time, but she is.
I keep seeing things, start one way and she lead me in a different way, so kool…I have missed this. It feels so good.
Write, write, write

We are back home, fill of memories…Yellow Stone was amazing. Saw a mom and her cub grizzly bears, buffalo, elk…the best was the grizzlies, we never thought we would see them. And the view every day was so beautiful…so beautiful. Very hard to go home to a dry, brown dead country. We still have had no rain, every night, clouds build, but slit and go around, or fall apart. It sad here, I like where I was and I came up with a story, start, middle, end, and could see every bit of it, because it took place there…now it’s dry. Like here at home…

Well, I have gone through four state in one day and have been so far north, the most I have ever been north….
Tomorrows trip is to Jackson, WY.
Can’t wait to get to Yellow Stone…

My time is eat up with everyone else’ time…we are getting ready to go to Yellow Stone. And all this week it is get ready to go. So I have had no time for what I like to do, then I get back and have to go on a mission trip. Then my summer is gone…and no writing done and the weave sits waiting…
I wish I did not have to work, one more year…

I am learning that tho I have a story in my head it may not be ready to show it’s self…I still have to write SOMETHING every day, and that it will release it’s self once it has grown, be it me, or the story. So, I write everyday and I weave and I wait.

It’s a weaving day…I got it All laced up and started a little weave last night, so I’m doing that to day…it’s a form of creation…may not be writing, but it’s part of making, building, forming something…ahhhhh, 🙂

My plans never turn out like what I want…I’m starting to wonder if I will ever get to a place where I can write and weave and paint, but having only two months to try and do all of this. It never happens and this summer was the worse to try and do anything…with us going to OKC and them Yellow Stone, well worth it, but not the time I needed…guess I will try and do what I can and just go with it.