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I just can’t seem to get back to the swing of writing. I can’t get myself too it.
Why?
I mean it’s all in my head. I know the plot, know most of the characters.
But I just don’t do it! It’s so dumb. It’s so…ugh.

A movie all should see. It was very well done. Gives you a deeper understanding.
Bless all military and their families.

Today we are going to go see American Sniper. I’ll let you know how it is.

Driving 400 miles in one day just wipes you out all the next day. I have done nothing today.
May be that’s not a good reason.
I don’t know.
I just know I’ve tried and all I could do was just sit and nothing comes to mind. No words, no thought…nothing.
May be tomorrow.

The whole of the day, was spent in a hospital waiting room. And no writing done.
But, the surgery went well and everything is good.
Tomorrow a little time spent with them and then a long drive home.
I’m tired and off to bed.

Well. Spent the whole day doing my cleaning jobs for extra cash.
This whole week we will see if I can push any writing out. Taking my parents to Dallas. My dad can’t see well, and is having laser eye surgery in two weeks. But an uncle is having colon surgery for cancer reasons.
So to Dallas we go.

Have you ever had a moment where you try so hard to do something and it just will not work the way you know it should.
So you work at it for days, weeks even. Your so freaking mad because you know how to do it, it’s right there in your thoughts, it just will not work.
Then one day, click…there it is, right there. OMG! Right there.
And it’s done. You can move on.

Started Monday and wanted to have words on a page.
I guess I should be a little happy, I got may be 120 words. Not the 2000 words I wanted. 😦
And now I have to spend the week away from home. I will have sometime to myself. So may be, if I make myself, I could write.
We will see

Yep, another day wasted. I have not written a thing once again.
Ran my mom to get the last death certificate. They are all gathered now. And that’s over.
But I have all next week of being out of town and the my daughter has to have radio iodine done again at some point. I will have her kids for a month.
One day.

There and back. It’s 80 miles.
That’s what I have to drive to go to a dr, get a haircut, shop, see my kids, eat at a restaurant. 80 miles…
It takes up your whole day. And yesterday was an 80 miles day. Meet my daughter for lunch, gave them their Christmas gifts, because they were not with us this year. Went with her to do a bit of shopping, went with her to help with her babies 1and2 while she saw her granddad, went to a dr appointment for my dad about his eyes and got my haircut. It was 6 by then, so I picked up Popeyes Chicken for supper and headed the 80 miles back home.
Tiring day. No words given to the story.