possible-chaos

I’ve set a goal of 400 words a day. And was to start it yesterday. 😦
It is so very hard to shove words out when you’ve been away from it for over 7 months. One gets so lazy and can find a million reasons not to sit in the chair and write.
Today is not looking much better. I have to go to town and find death certificates with my mom to prove that my great grandfather is gone. So that they can cash in some old stocks that he had.
Will be a fun research afternoon on family. But will not be a writing day. May be I can push something out later. We will see.

I get nothing done on weekends. The hubby is home and I feel he needs my attention.
So we sat and watched movies, ate popcorn and just, well, just being together.
Some times that important.

I’m going to try and blog every day and see if it helps my writing.
I have let things slip. My daughter has thyroid cancer and has had 3 surgeries in 6 months. She has a 1 & 2 year old. I stepped up and keep the kids while the where driving and Drs and surgeries. My writing had to be place on the side. Lots of things were placed on the side.
So, hoping for a better year for her and blogging to get through it all.

So I think I’m going to post each day and then…time sails.

The grand kids keep me running. I’m so tired, that I want to just climb into bed the moment they go to bed. Kids are for the young. I don’t see how mother after 35 do it. 

My store does float in my head. I fall asleep thinking of it ans wake wishing I could just get up a little earlier. Wow! It just doesn’t happen.  A 20 and 9 month old just keep you moving. 

Love them so thou. And I’m so thankful that I can keep them for my daughter. Love them all so…

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So, I plan to start writing, and that has changed. My daughter has been fighting thyroid cancer. I kept her babies as she went through treatments. We thought all was done and we were on the rods to recovery. And whole ness. 

No, plans change. So, they most not have looked for all of the cancer the first time. She has a 4cm mass in her neck and now cancer in her breast. She’s only 25. 

So the Air Force, has sent her to San Antoino, to be treated. I have her babies once more. Wishing I could be with her. They are 19 mo and 8 mo olds. Lots of energy.

So my blogs will be life in trying to write, keep babies and worrying about her. We will see how all of this goes.

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i’m hoping to get back to the blog thing. there is and has been so much going on, thats its hard to just sit and write.
my daughter has been fighting cancer and when we think we have it beat, another mass is found.
we are waiting to see what the new scans show.
always waiting…

well, we could not handle “no dog” this house was just way to empty…soooooo, we got a puppy. not a good idea if your not young, its just like having a baby, up every three hour to go potty.
in the long run, it was well worth it all. she brings so much joy to us.

OOOOOOkay! i have jumped off into the deep. i gave up my job, i’m going to give my writing and photogrphy a go. going to see if Jackie and I can do this without me working a dependable bring the money in job…bahahaha!
i hope this will work. i have a good story idea, at least i think its good 🙂 we will see.

i had to put my little yorkie to sleep yesterday…the hardest thing to do.
the house is so empty now. very sad…

this bloging thing?! well, i’m not every good at it. Two monthes has past by and i’ve not been on here once…
need to be better at this, at everything…
new goal for the New Year…
i will write every day and i will blog…
there, its in writing, have to do it, right?